SOLARA'S SURF REPORT FOR APRIL 2002
        Here we are in an immense pressure cooker, feeling squished by the density of the energy all around us. 
          Tremendous pressure is being exerted upon us every moment. Pressure 
          which sometimes becomes so crushing that all we want to do is sleep 
          or become very still. 
        Things are 
          moving quickly all around us and yet it is also extremely quiet in the 
          center of the ever increasing weight of this relentless pressure. Often, 
          we feel that we need to become so still that we almost enter a state 
          of suspended animation; at these times our vital energies feel dangerously 
          low and fragile. Whenever this happens, even the smallest of tasks becomes 
          formidable. Our motivation is gone and nothing seems urgent enough to 
          pull us out of our deep silence.
        Such a huge 
          weight is upon the planet, pushing down upon all of us, affecting everyone 
          whether they are consciously aware of it or not. This weight is caused 
          by the extremely complex multiplicity of issues and emotions currently 
          playing themselves out. It's as if all the latent issues on both personal 
          and planetary levels are rising to the surface to be dealt with all 
          at once. 
        This imbues 
          each moment with a sense of being at the end of the world. And in many 
          ways, we have reached that point. Many things are coming to an end. 
          Many elements in our lives are coming to completion. A whole world, 
          a whole way of doing things and a whole way of being are dying away. 
          
        As we sit 
          in the pressure cooker with the pressure mounting, we are being completely 
          stripped of our previous perceptions and beliefs, of our old aspirations 
          and values, of the familiar landscape of our lives which we took so 
          much for granted. Old relationships are finally done. Very few of them 
          matter anymore and new ones are still unformed.
        Some of 
          us won't survive the squashing pressure and will choose to leave the 
          planet at this time. Some of us often don't think we will survive, but 
          we probably will. Very few of us are bounding ahead with enthusiasm. 
          It's a critical time for humanity and much is on the line. This makes 
          us more serious than we have ever been.
        During these 
          troubled times, duality appears to be ascending. On outer appearances 
          it is, BUT IN REALITY, IT IS NOT. It's important to remember this 
          at all times. Spots of brightness appear where you least expect 
          them. And it's important that we remain open to recognizing them. 
        Many of 
          us are experiencing weird physical symptoms. Ailments which western 
          medicine doesn't know what to do with. Some of us feel a sadness; others 
          a deep depression, sort of like Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. Some 
          of us are eating a lot, while others are eating little. Some people 
          need constant movement, walking alit and keeping constantly busy; while 
          others can barely move or just want to sleep. 
        WHAT IS 
          REALLY HAPPENING:
        The old 
          level of reality is being squished by this rising pressure into nonexistence. 
          We feel something new coming, but since we can't find it in the usual 
          areas, we often assume that it isn't happening. This is because the 
          shift taking place is so much deeper than we expected and it's happening 
          on very different levels. 
        The openings 
          are occurring in new and unexpected places. Like bubbles opening up 
          in molten lava creating new lava tubes. Passageways which lead us to 
          new levels of consciousness and new places. Golden opportunities are 
          steadily appearing in the midst of what appear to be hopeless or dismal 
          situations.
        All of this 
          is pushing us out of the old world into another world which is HERE 
          - NOW, but in a different sector of HERE - NOW. It's the Greater Reality 
          and it's essential that we enter it and live our lives from there.
        Around the 
          middle of April, there will be a shift in the composition of the pressure 
          upon us. As the Winds of Change start to blow, there will be numerous 
          changes swirling about us throughout the second half of the month. 
         Many of 
          us are going to be making dramatic changes in our lives soon, moving 
          to new places and new jobs. Leaving behind old relationships and ways 
          of being. These changes will not be found in any logical, linear progression 
          from where we are now to where we will be going. They are not something 
          we are going to think about and plan. Rather, they will appear almost 
          "Out of the Blue" from unexpected directions, almost like 
          wormholes in space, and take us to totally new situations and places 
          which we didn't anticipate. 
        These outer 
          changes will not fully take effect until May and June, but the momentum 
          for them will be created this month. This will occur due to the deep 
          inner rearranging and transfiguration we will experience in April. As 
          we continue to let go of the past and move into a sense of Personal 
          Freedom, we shall be aligning deeper with our Core Beings.
        April is 
          a very intense month, but it is also a most positive one. It is one 
          of those "From Here to There" months in which there is a great 
          transfer of energies taking place which will take us into New Directions.
        It's crucial 
          that we don't feed the duality swirling about and that we continue to 
          anchor our beings in Oneness. And that we be on the lookout for the 
          new openings into the Greater Reality.
        Copyright 
          Solara 2002
          All Rights Reserved
          www.nvisible.com