The New Moon / Solar Eclipse of November 23rd plunged us into a series
of wild rapids. We were catapulted through the raging torrents and churning
whirlpools, a journey which dredged up some of our deepest emotions.
It was easy to get tossed from rock to rock which sometimes made us
lose our balance and move into a reaction mode or a state of temporary
It was during this time that a wave of
dear ones chose to leave the planet, departing suddenly and unexpectedly.
This further served to bring some of our deepest feelings up to the
But even with these unexpected transitions
and our wild ride through the tumultuous rapids, we often surprised
ourselves by our new ways of dealing with the unexpected and with the
power of our feelings. We rode it out by staying in a state of expanded
awareness, consciously woven into our One Being. Feeling everything,
letting the waves of emotions flood through us, and yet not being overwhelmed
Finally, as the month of November drew
to a close, the cascading rapids deposited us into the Deep Waters of
December. We have entered an area of immeasurable depth..... The very
composition of the waters has changed, becoming thicker and deeper.
The Surf feels profoundly still and quiet, yet just under the surface,
deep emotions are swirling.
Our emotions instantly deepen, and then
go deeper still.... So many feelings are stirred from inside the hidden
depths of our beings, washing through us like wave upon wave, sometimes
engulfing us in an torrential flood of emotions.
And what are these emotions? Why are they
To understand this, we must first review
the year that we are in the process of completing. December is the culmination
of 2003 which has been a year of tremendous transition, of core level
shifting, of moving ourselves onto an entirely new level of conscious
So it is entirely appropriate and timely
that we are now being forced to focus on and deal with any unresolved
issues that we still carry within us. To clear out any erroneous judgments,
blocks and assumptions that we have made about ourselves. And it's way
more than that. We are dealing with clearing, resolving, healing---
anything, any element within our inner beings or in our outer lives,
which cannot go with us into the new level.
It is also time to call back the scattered
fragments of our beings. These fragments include residue from our past
lives which got left behind, our frightened inner child, our Starry
Selves, our old lovers, the part of us whose love was rejected or who
misused power in times past, our empowered royal lineages, all those
parts of us which got abandoned or denied or judged during our long
journey to conscious Oneness.--- All of it: the Good, the Bad and the
It's important to find those fragmented
parts of ourselves and welcome them in. They are trying to get our attention;
they no longer want to be disenfranchised, disembodied fragments and
yearn to be merged back within us into conscious Oneness. They need
to be merged back into the tapestry of our beings so we can move forward.
Much of our focus at this time is delving
deeper into situations / issues / patterns which already exist. Releasing,
repatterning, recalibrating them. This is being done so we can go forward
freely into the future, into our new levels which is where we will find
the future which we so desire.
During this passage through the Deep Waters
of December, there will be deep and powerful undercurrents which affect
everything. Often, the surface details of life will feel distant and
unreal, as if they were a dream.
Throughout this time we will get continual
glimmers and flashes of our new selves that we are birthing. These could
be brief moments of vision and revelation or days in which we feel immensely
true and real. We feel that we are truly inhabiting our true selves,
perhaps for the very first time. More veils drop away and we suddenly
see beyond the layers of disguises and illusions in which we have been
wrapped. The cocoons are unwrapping and dropping off. We are finally
emerging. This feels very good.
Sometimes, our consciousness will be in
such an expansive state that it will be hard to concentrate on the tasks
at hand. Whenever possible, we should take the time to dive into the
depths and let our consciousnesses roam into the heightened, expansive
Each time that we return from such an
immersion, we will notice that a deep realignment has taken place within
us which makes us more true. This gives us a burst of energy and efficiency
so we can leap into action and get much done in a short period of time,
marveling at the sense of ease and mastery we have suddenly acquired.
Another interesting element which is currently
being highlighted is empowerment. Many of us are being challenged to
bring forth our empowerment. I'm speaking of true empowerment, not ego
driven forcefulness. Empowerment is the expression of our inherent authority
and integrity. It's the ease of confidently embodying our true nature.
It's time to manifest our mastery, not
to just sit on it like an old hen guarding her precious eggs who only
lets people glimpse them on rare occasions. It's time to speak our truth
and walk our talk. To strip off the coverings under which we have hidden
In December we are also experiencing a
heightened intuition. Our intuition is giving us innumerable hints and
clues as to what we should do or not do and serving as a powerful ally.
All we need do is to listen to it and heed its advice.
With our ever deepening emotions, it is
time to put our Love into Action. We need to express our feelings and
we need to be ultra real and loving in our dealings with others. Each
day, no matter where we go or what we do or whom we encounter, we should
be spreading the Love. Putting our Love into Action strengthens the
harmonic resonance of Love and Compassion, further activates our One
Being and brings us all deeper into the Greater Reality. It also makes
us feel good and more alive.
December isn't all about being still and
deep and allowing powerful emotions to course through us; it's also
about action, Right Action. Right Action is never forced. It comes about
through alignment within ourselves and with the prevailing energies.
We can throw a rock fairly far using our physical strength and mental
will power, but if we wait until the wind is just right, we can throw
it a great distance using little effort.
Right Action is also about preparation.
For example, if we were going on a long car trip, it's not just a matter
of jumping in the car and driving away. If our tires are bald or if
the car is low on gas or oil, we're not going to get very far. If we
forgot to eat or go to the toilet before we left, we won't go far before
we need to stop again. If the car is so stuffed with baggage, it's not
going to be a very comfortable trip. It's also important that we bring
with us what we truly need, so if we're going camping for example, we
remember to bring the sleeping bags. And then there are the elements
which make the journey more fun and comfortable, such as good music,
pillows and delicious snacks.
This is what we are doing, preparing our
vehicles for an exciting journey into our new levels and new lives.
And while we're tending to the myriad details of preparation, it's important
to remember why we're doing this and to bless the entire process, no
matter how long it takes or what it entails.
Throughout the month, many of us will
find that December's powerful Surf is going to dislodge us from the
places where we have been stuck. It's going to feel like booster rockets
going off, giving us the needed push to move forward. And once our preparations
are complete, the Green Light will shine!
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