December was a month in which we gave and received numerous gifts. This wasn't because of the various holidays; it happened because we are now emerging as True Ones. So many presents poured in, on so many different levels, that it made us feel as if we were being rewarded for our many years of extreme efforts. And this is just the beginning....
A few days before the Solstice, we entered a mystical transition zone. It felt as if a massive dome of protection was placed over all of us. The energy was exquisite and sublime. This enabled us to experience huge breakthroughs. The Blue Moon - Lunar Eclipse on December 31st was so strong that many of us could not sleep for several nights.
A deep hush of Quantum Deep covered the land like a soft, silky duvet. In that mystical transition zone, we were imprinted with new energies, new information and our New Map. Encodings of our true purpose that had been long dormant within our cellular memory banks were activated. We were indelibly altered.... in ways that we cannot begin to put into words. A fresh breeze blew through us, as we were given a preview of all that is to come.
This filled us with immense excitement and a rising expectancy. At the same time, many elements effortlessly dropped away from us. It was like pulling the plug out of a sink and watching all the old dirty water disappear down the drain. Layers of illusions dissolved; old hurts and old fears that had long held us back suddenly faded away and ceased to be.
INTO A NEW DECADE,
ONTO A BLANK CANVAS
On New Year's Day, we found ourselves deposited on a totally Blank Canvas that felt both greatly expanded and absolutely empty. The incredible infusion of exquisite energy that we had just experienced moved us deeper into realms that had previously been Invisible. This triggered waves of sadness in some. We weren't sad for any specific reason; it was more of a release triggered by our vastly altered state.
Since then, it feels as if there is a brand new component to the air we breathe. Something that wasn't there before has been added to the formula, giving us heightened perceptions and increased sensitivity. It has suddenly become infinitely easier to accept WHO WE REALLY ARE rather than continue to resist it; it's easier to live in the Ultra Greater Reality, easier to be a True One.
ADJUSTING TO THE NEW ENERGIES
This infusion of new energies requires us to make numerous adjustments, especially during the first two weeks of January. Our evolutionary labyrinth has just been dramatically reconfigured. Since we have moved onto a Blank Canvas in a previously unexplored sector of our New Map, it is not yet clear where we are. Everything has changed, even when we can't see it yet. We can feel these changes deep within us, although we may not have a clue as to the full extent of them.
Our Blank Canvas requires absolute openness while our seeing adjusts to the new energy. This is similar to being in a white-out during a blizzard; we can't yet see where we are. Because we have a heightened sensitivity to our surroundings, we need to be extra gentle and respectful with ourselves and others.
During this time of immensely deep inner recalibration, there may be sudden outbursts of negative energy from us or others. This is happening because we can no longer hide any duality-based emotions inside us. They have to come out, and when they do, we may experience a deep shattering. Some of these shatterings may be so intense that we are null zoned. And just like dropping a glass pitcher onto a concrete floor, we will find it impossible to pick up the myriad fragments and glue them back together into the Way Things Used To Be.
Being shattered and null zoned isn't a pleasant experience, but they do completely demolish old patterns. They create a fertile ground for birthing the New. And the only patterns that will be shattered are the ones that we most need to release.
During our lifetime, our dreams, aspirations and knowing have all been put down by those around us innumerable times. This was so painful that we developed coping mechanisms such as making fun of the things that were the most precious and sacred to us. Now we need to dismantle these outdated defense mechanisms. In this new time, it's vitally important that we stop dishonoring each other and the things that we hold sacred, what we believe in, what we know to be true. We can rid ourselves of dishonoring on any level, and replace dishonoring with honoring.
This is also an excellent time to dismantle any inner resistances and old fears that have kept us small. As these inner resistances are removed, the barriers that have blocked our path dissolve. We are finally free of our old hindrances! We no longer have to go into a defensive reaction mode when confronted with our fears or our resistance to being true. We don't have to shut down or run away.
All month long, we will be undergoing a massive recalibration on all levels as we step through the threshold of being True Ones. We will clean, purify and realign. We will sort through everything this month, getting rid of anything which has lost its trueness and now feels dull and lifeless. We will look closely at our beliefs, our activities, our relationships, our responses and our outer surroundings with fresh eyes. This will enable us to see that many things that were OK for us before, now have reached their expiration date and can be released.
Clutter on all levels must be cleared away. It similar to emptying our pockets of any old litter we've accumulated such as used Kleenexes, old ticket stubs, coins from a country that we will never return to or the occasional cigarette stub. We don't need to carry these things with us anymore. Let go of anything which is no longer true to make space for the New. This is also an excellent time to recalibrate our home environments to make them more truly reflect who we really are. We need to hone and refine our inner and outer beings before we can put anything on our Blank Canvas.
Another area that needs to be cleaned out is communication. It's time to move our communication to a new level of honesty, depth and realness. We no longer need to fill our communications with meaningless blah, blah, blah. We also have to watch out for judging another person because we are not yet on their level and don't understand their trueness. Let's make all our communications authentic and true. Let's say what we really know; let's express what we really feel. Let's use our energy to love, honor and support one another, rather than feeding separation, manipulation and intrigue. The time for that is so over.
To help us thoroughly recalibrate ourselves so we can travel on the New Map, we may be thrust back into the center of our Perfect Storms. This will stir up any remaining residue of our core issues so we can totally clear them out of our matrix.
BECOMING TRUE ONES
The most important thing that we can do during this time is to decide to be a True One. This is our Number One Priority and everything depends on it. It is one of the most important decisions that we will ever make. Whether or not we choose to step in as a True One will determine what we will experience this year. The sooner we do it, the easier and more fun it will be. For only when we have stepped in as True Ones, can we manifest the vast potential of 2010 as the Year of Fulfillment. And only as a True One can we walk upon the real Path of Love.
Being a True One isn't elitism, for we all have True Ones within us. It's simply the decision to be WHO WE ALREADY ARE in the core nucleus of our beings. To bring WHO WE ARE out to the surface for all to see. It signifies the end of the artificial duality-based split between WHO WE REALLY ARE and Who We Are in our Daily Life.
This is especially important as we prepare to fill our Blank Canvas. We are so blessed to be presented with a Blank Canvas just when we are standing on the cusp of the fulfillment of our Wildest Dreams. We can create magnificent New Lives upon it. We can be intimidated or we can be inspired. We can fill our canvas with the fearful, superficial scribbles of our small self or we can stand tall as a True One, and with a sureness emanating from the true authority of our vast LOVE, we can create an exquisite new world.
THE BLANK CANVAS BECKONS
Even if we have already stepped into being a True One, we still don't know what is going to fill our Blank Canvas. We are certain that we will put something on it, but we don't know what yet. Yes, it could be paint, but it also could be something totally unexpected such as stones, flowers or egg shells.
If we haven't yet fully stepped into being a True One, we may question whether or not we have the talent or vision to paint something beautiful and true on our canvas. We may fear that we will create a muddy mess, rather than something that inspires us.
When your canvas is blank, don't be in a hurry to fill it up. Learn to be comfortable with the emptiness. It's important that we don't impatiently force ourselves into action before we see and feel what is meant to be there. Wait until you can see into the Invisible represented by your Blank Canvas, then what is meant to be on your canvas will be revealed.
Every action that we take from this moment on has to be a true one. First, we need to clear our surroundings, gather our tools, put on some music and feel what colors want to be used. Let's make sure that we are in the right space to create something authentic and inspiring.
Now it's time to reach way down into the central core of our beings, just like putting a bucket into a deep well to bring up the clearest water. This is what I have to do each time that I make a mandala. I set aside all preconceptions of what I might create. I have no prior vision of what I might do. Instead, I just grab some bowls of various sizes, put them on my paper and make a series of circles in pencil. I do this without thinking. Sometimes, I use a ruler and make lines intersecting the circles. Again.... no thinking, just pure action that springs from the depth of WHO I AM.
Sometimes this happens with great ease. I just follow the energy, one clean action after another. At other times, I find myself looking at my partially created mandala unable to see where it is going. This is where judgment can seep in, if we aren't careful. I start to wonder if my new mandala is going to end up as a meaningless mess? Then I XUA!! that away, realign myself as a True One, strengthen the resonance of PURE HEART LOVE, and continue on into the Unknown with renewed trust. Until finally, the mandala is finished and I can see where it has led me.
Creating on a Blank Canvas is such a sacred journey into the central core of WHO WE NOW ARE. Each time that we make this journey, we go deeper and we become Truer. As we start to paint on our Blank Canvas, some of our hidden talents that we didn't know existed will be revealed. The doors to the enhanced vision of our internal knowing will fling open. And we will have an exhilarating ride on the waves of a massive creative surge.