We are still undergoing one of the most intense times we have ever experienced.
The Tsunamis of Change keep rising ever higher. Whirlpools have formed
in the Surf and are spinning us around.
All of our old patterns are being dismantled. Destiny is pulling us
out of our old lives and into our new directions.
We have entered a period of immense personal
chaos, a dismantling of the very matrix of our beings. This might sound
rather drastic, but this is what's happening. It's profound and all-encompassing.
Chaos always precedes change; actually
it helps create change and breakthroughs. Just like a 150 mile per hour
wind will rearrange the physical landscape, so will the Winds of Change
rearrange the inner and outer landscapes of our lives. The stronger
the chaos, the bigger the transformation.
It's as if we were living in one of those
snow globes in a reality which we thought was fairly stable and suddenly
find our world upside down and being shaken vigorously. Nothing is in
the same place where it used to be; everything is up in the air and
dismantled, waiting for that moment when it magically glides into its
new positioning.
At this stage in the game, we can't see
where everything is going to land or know the details of what our new
landscape is going to look like. All we can do is adopt a stance of
"Whatever!...." (It really helps if this is done with a
smile.), and throw our arms up in the air in a gesture of openness
and surrender.
The big joke is that we're going through
so much stress right now and everything is going to turn out just fine.
(That is, as long as we are willing to leap into the Unknown and
move to our new level.) Not just OK, but we are really going
to like it!
The past is being shucked off. Old relationships
are dissolving. We are being catapulted into the Unknown. Massive change
is all around us and unavoidable....
Sometimes, we can work with
these energies and get much done. When this happens, we've leapt onto
that new level. Everything gets done, but in a new way that feels less
attached or stuck, almost Zen-like, and very expanded. We are so powerfully
thrust into the Now, that it has diffused our focus, making it difficult
to care about anything else.
Simply coping with the overwhelming
intensity levels has given us a concentrated seriousness. We are in
a state of expanded consciousness with a concentrated seriousness. However,
this doesn't mean that we can concentrate on the details of life. We
are only concentrated in our expansiveness and in coping with the intensity.
Our concentrated seriousness is an acknowledgment that it is taking
everything we have and all that we are to get through each day. Living in this powerful intensity takes strong courage every second, but in our present state, it's all we can do.
Other times, the intensity is
just too thick and we are practically unable to move. We become frozen
and still, alert, but inert and immovable. Our circuits have become
overloaded. When this happens, it takes all our energy and all our focus
just to exist in this intensity. Out of necessity, we strip away all
but the most urgent activities.
There is little time for rest
or rejuvenation right now. When we do get some quiet time, it is because
our energy has run out and we can do no more. The element of fun has
also greatly diminished.
For many of us, food has lost
its allure. Suddenly it's almost tasteless. It's difficult to get excited
about eating, even foods which were our recent favorites. Either we
have no desire to eat until our stomachs start growling to remind us
that they want to be fed or when we do eat, we find that we can't eat
very much. If we eat a normal portion, we will either feel sick to our
stomachs or feel like we've been drugged and need to sleep it off. This
is all part of our dismantling process, being freed of our old preferences.
When we get through this process, we will probably start fresh with
the foods we eat. We will need to discover what our new selves like
to eat now.
The spinning whirlpools are rotating
so rapidly that it's constantly throwing new elements of change at us
practically every minute. Things are changing so fast that what we liked
yesterday is different today. What challenged us yesterday and stretched
us way beyond our comfort zones, is normal today. It's easy to feel
like we're going a bit crazy while we're being spun around so much.
We are still experiencing massive
shifts affecting most areas of our lives. Many people are in the process
of changing residences. Some of us are needing to make temporary transitional
moves until all the elements are in place to make the big leap to our
right location. Others are resisting change through their fears of making
a leap into the Unknown. But do you really want to hold yourself back
from moving to another level? (And I'll add here that not everyone
is supposed to make a physical move right now. It all depends on the
calibration, resonance and rightness of where you currently reside.)
Some of us are making big moves
to the place of our New Direction. These are dramatic shifts, not just
small steps. They are opportunities to recalibrate our environment to
reflect our new level of consciousness.
There's also a vast reshuffling
of our relationships. Some old friendships are dying away. Some of these
people are from our soul families with whom we've long shared an alignment
of essence. Sometimes this sundering will be triggered by jealousy or
judgment. Or the other person simply may not be willing to grow at this
point. Or if an alignment of resonance isn't present, they will suddenly
disappear from our lives. When this happens, there is no chance of resuscitation;
the sundering is final. They no longer live in our universe. If
this happens, there's really not much to do, but gracefully let go and
move on.
Another sector of our lives which
is being greatly affected is our jobs / careers area. We are losing
some of our old jobs, either voluntarily or involuntarily. This is a
good thing, although it may not initially appear so. It's time to move
to a new level and this definitely includes the work / financial areas.
We will find our greatest success
if we make some drastic shifts and either start working for ourselves
or work with someone of integrity whom we actually like, doing something
which fires up our creativity and makes us happy. To arrive at a new
financial level, we may need to buy new tools and invest in ourselves.
It's the same as anything else right now, forget the logic and go for
the gusto!
Since the beginning of the year,
many of us experienced jolts to the head. This took the form of car
accidents and head injuries; one person I know was hit on the third
eye by a falling coconut. (It might sound funny, but it required
stitches.) These experiences definitely took us into a state of
heightened mindlessness and altered awareness.
Now, we are entering a phase
where our hearts are being affected. This can take many forms from an
injury to a broken heart. (Mine came in the form of a centipede bite
on my heart in the middle of the night.) This means that we can
expect that a new level of love and compassion coming to us.....
Our birth process has now progressed
to the point where we are in the throes of labor. It feels tight, compressed
and full of pressure. But we must constantly remember that we are in
the process of giving birth to our New Selves.
Sometimes, it's easy to become
discouraged at the huge levels of uncertainty swirling around us. That's
when it's important to remember that we are in the midst of an unbelievably
powerful initiation. This is a total rebirth, a moving to an entirely
new level of being. It's so all-encompassing that it's stretching us
way beyond our comfort zone and requiring all of our energy. We are
reclaiming our Personal Freedom in ways which were previously inconceivable.
This is the time for discovering what
we REALLY want and going for it. It's not a time for staying in our
comfort zones or being logical and pragmatic. We are moving towards
new situations which on a logical, practical level have lots of potential
problems and are imbued with vast uncertainty. Yet, they have a certain
illogical, intuitive rightness which draws us forward. And if we follow
our inner promptings, they are going to turn out surprisingly well for
us. The obstacles which we currently perceive are not going to be as
formidable as we think they are.
And don't wait to act until you can see
the desired outcome. Outcomes are going to remain elusive until the
very last minute! When you know what you want, LEAP for it. All things
are possible....
Even though we are excited to move forward,
we are still experiencing great hesitations in making decisions. When
we finally arrive at the moment to make an actual commitment, it almost
makes us sick. Even when it's something which we really want to do.
It feels like we are walking along without solid ground under our feet.
No matter what, we just need to keep on walking through the spiraling
chaos. It's like cutting
through a dense rainforest with a machete. We are clearing the paths
into our New Lives. And each moment brings us closer.
Throughout July, many of the elements
of our lives are going to start falling into their new positionings.
As everything becomes reconfigured, a rebalancing will also take place.
Reconfiguring happens when you add or subtract an element from the status
quo. For example: If you have a round table with six chairs and you
take away one chair, you need to move all the other chairs to space
them around the table evenly. The same is true if you suddenly introduce
a new chair. Add or subtract one element, and everything else must be
touched and rebalanced. This is exactly what we're doing with every
element of our lives and of our inner beings.
Lately, I've been looking larger. First
at our Sun and all the heightened activity there with sunspots and CMEs
(Coronal Mass Emissions). Obviously, something powerful is happening
to our Sun which is having a strong effect not only on our earthly weather
patterns, but on our physical, mental and emotional bodies.
My feeling is that all this intensity
is not caused by our Sun, but that our Sun is also being bombarded with
intensity. The next question would be, "Is this intensity part
of a natural cycle?" My answer to this would be no, that it's some
sort of anomaly or else it's a pattern coming from a heightened frequency.
Something which would supersede any established, normal cyclic pattern.
Perhaps, the long awaited shift in solar rulership....
Space is not flat and static. It is ever
undulating just like an ocean. We are cosmic surfers, directly affected
by the ever shifting celestial currents. Space is also full of pockets
and folds. Sometimes, whole sectors of space will disappear into a fold
and then it will be as if they never existed. Of else, a new pocket
will open up and we will be inundated with totally new energies.
Right now, we are in a phase where there
is a massive realignment taking place in the cosmos. This repositioning
is causing huge ripples in the fabric of time and space. Some of these
ripples are of tsunami proportions. It's these cosmic tsunamis which
are affecting our Sun and solar system so drastically. And then they
ripple outwards to us....
This is all directly connected with our
journey through the Doorway of the 11:11. We are now in a phase where
the gap between duality and Oneness is growing to the proportions of
a chasm. Our two worlds are becoming ever more invisible to one another.
Although there are always numerous realities
coexisting simultaneously on this planet, right now humanity is being
magnetized into choosing between duality and Oneness. This is one of
the reasons why world situations based on fear, such as wars, terrorism
and strange diseases, are exerting such a strong pull. They are attempting
to magnetize us into living in a state of fear and separation.
Yet, huge numbers of us are refusing to
get pulled into the rampant illusions being shoved at us. We are anchoring
our beings in Oneness and staying in a state of One Heartedness and
compassion. For those of us who are doing this, we are creating a new
world right in the midst of the decaying, fear-based reality. This is
a new world in which we can experience an entirely different set of
circumstances than those living in fear. And as long as we live in the
Greater Reality of Oneness, whatever we do will succeed.
The entire month of July, and August too,
will be full of nonstop activity, immense pressure and endless challenges.
Yet, there will be a feeling of appropriateness to what is occurring.
We will receive help when we least expect it. And there will be some
huge breakthroughs, quantum leaps, as we break on through to the other
side!
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