July 2003: Cosmic Surfing

Updated July 1, 2003


We are still undergoing one of the most intense times we have ever experienced. The Tsunamis of Change keep rising ever higher. Whirlpools have formed in the Surf and are spinning us around.
All of our old patterns are being dismantled. Destiny is pulling us out of our old lives and into our new directions.

We have entered a period of immense personal chaos, a dismantling of the very matrix of our beings. This might sound rather drastic, but this is what's happening. It's profound and all-encompassing.

Chaos always precedes change; actually it helps create change and breakthroughs. Just like a 150 mile per hour wind will rearrange the physical landscape, so will the Winds of Change rearrange the inner and outer landscapes of our lives. The stronger the chaos, the bigger the transformation.

It's as if we were living in one of those snow globes in a reality which we thought was fairly stable and suddenly find our world upside down and being shaken vigorously. Nothing is in the same place where it used to be; everything is up in the air and dismantled, waiting for that moment when it magically glides into its new positioning.

At this stage in the game, we can't see where everything is going to land or know the details of what our new landscape is going to look like. All we can do is adopt a stance of "Whatever!...." (It really helps if this is done with a smile.), and throw our arms up in the air in a gesture of openness and surrender.

The big joke is that we're going through so much stress right now and everything is going to turn out just fine. (That is, as long as we are willing to leap into the Unknown and move to our new level.) Not just OK, but we are really going to like it!

The past is being shucked off. Old relationships are dissolving. We are being catapulted into the Unknown. Massive change is all around us and unavoidable....

Sometimes, we can work with these energies and get much done. When this happens, we've leapt onto that new level. Everything gets done, but in a new way that feels less attached or stuck, almost Zen-like, and very expanded. We are so powerfully thrust into the Now, that it has diffused our focus, making it difficult to care about anything else.

Simply coping with the overwhelming intensity levels has given us a concentrated seriousness. We are in a state of expanded consciousness with a concentrated seriousness. However, this doesn't mean that we can concentrate on the details of life. We are only concentrated in our expansiveness and in coping with the intensity. Our concentrated seriousness is an acknowledgment that it is taking everything we have and all that we are to get through each day. Living in this powerful intensity takes strong courage every second, but in our present state, it's all we can do.

Other times, the intensity is just too thick and we are practically unable to move. We become frozen and still, alert, but inert and immovable. Our circuits have become overloaded. When this happens, it takes all our energy and all our focus just to exist in this intensity. Out of necessity, we strip away all but the most urgent activities.

There is little time for rest or rejuvenation right now. When we do get some quiet time, it is because our energy has run out and we can do no more. The element of fun has also greatly diminished.

For many of us, food has lost its allure. Suddenly it's almost tasteless. It's difficult to get excited about eating, even foods which were our recent favorites. Either we have no desire to eat until our stomachs start growling to remind us that they want to be fed or when we do eat, we find that we can't eat very much. If we eat a normal portion, we will either feel sick to our stomachs or feel like we've been drugged and need to sleep it off. This is all part of our dismantling process, being freed of our old preferences. When we get through this process, we will probably start fresh with the foods we eat. We will need to discover what our new selves like to eat now.

The spinning whirlpools are rotating so rapidly that it's constantly throwing new elements of change at us practically every minute. Things are changing so fast that what we liked yesterday is different today. What challenged us yesterday and stretched us way beyond our comfort zones, is normal today. It's easy to feel like we're going a bit crazy while we're being spun around so much.

We are still experiencing massive shifts affecting most areas of our lives. Many people are in the process of changing residences. Some of us are needing to make temporary transitional moves until all the elements are in place to make the big leap to our right location. Others are resisting change through their fears of making a leap into the Unknown. But do you really want to hold yourself back from moving to another level? (And I'll add here that not everyone is supposed to make a physical move right now. It all depends on the calibration, resonance and rightness of where you currently reside.)

Some of us are making big moves to the place of our New Direction. These are dramatic shifts, not just small steps. They are opportunities to recalibrate our environment to reflect our new level of consciousness.

There's also a vast reshuffling of our relationships. Some old friendships are dying away. Some of these people are from our soul families with whom we've long shared an alignment of essence. Sometimes this sundering will be triggered by jealousy or judgment. Or the other person simply may not be willing to grow at this point. Or if an alignment of resonance isn't present, they will suddenly disappear from our lives. When this happens, there is no chance of resuscitation; the sundering is final. They no longer live in our universe. If this happens, there's really not much to do, but gracefully let go and move on.

Another sector of our lives which is being greatly affected is our jobs / careers area. We are losing some of our old jobs, either voluntarily or involuntarily. This is a good thing, although it may not initially appear so. It's time to move to a new level and this definitely includes the work / financial areas.

We will find our greatest success if we make some drastic shifts and either start working for ourselves or work with someone of integrity whom we actually like, doing something which fires up our creativity and makes us happy. To arrive at a new financial level, we may need to buy new tools and invest in ourselves. It's the same as anything else right now, forget the logic and go for the gusto!

Since the beginning of the year, many of us experienced jolts to the head. This took the form of car accidents and head injuries; one person I know was hit on the third eye by a falling coconut. (It might sound funny, but it required stitches.) These experiences definitely took us into a state of heightened mindlessness and altered awareness.

Now, we are entering a phase where our hearts are being affected. This can take many forms from an injury to a broken heart. (Mine came in the form of a centipede bite on my heart in the middle of the night.) This means that we can expect that a new level of love and compassion coming to us.....

Our birth process has now progressed to the point where we are in the throes of labor. It feels tight, compressed and full of pressure. But we must constantly remember that we are in the process of giving birth to our New Selves.

Sometimes, it's easy to become discouraged at the huge levels of uncertainty swirling around us. That's when it's important to remember that we are in the midst of an unbelievably powerful initiation. This is a total rebirth, a moving to an entirely new level of being. It's so all-encompassing that it's stretching us way beyond our comfort zone and requiring all of our energy. We are reclaiming our Personal Freedom in ways which were previously inconceivable.

This is the time for discovering what we REALLY want and going for it. It's not a time for staying in our comfort zones or being logical and pragmatic. We are moving towards new situations which on a logical, practical level have lots of potential problems and are imbued with vast uncertainty. Yet, they have a certain illogical, intuitive rightness which draws us forward. And if we follow our inner promptings, they are going to turn out surprisingly well for us. The obstacles which we currently perceive are not going to be as formidable as we think they are.

And don't wait to act until you can see the desired outcome. Outcomes are going to remain elusive until the very last minute! When you know what you want, LEAP for it. All things are possible....

Even though we are excited to move forward, we are still experiencing great hesitations in making decisions. When we finally arrive at the moment to make an actual commitment, it almost makes us sick. Even when it's something which we really want to do. It feels like we are walking along without solid ground under our feet. No matter what, we just need to keep on walking through the spiraling chaos. It's like cutting through a dense rainforest with a machete. We are clearing the paths into our New Lives. And each moment brings us closer.

Throughout July, many of the elements of our lives are going to start falling into their new positionings. As everything becomes reconfigured, a rebalancing will also take place. Reconfiguring happens when you add or subtract an element from the status quo. For example: If you have a round table with six chairs and you take away one chair, you need to move all the other chairs to space them around the table evenly. The same is true if you suddenly introduce a new chair. Add or subtract one element, and everything else must be touched and rebalanced. This is exactly what we're doing with every element of our lives and of our inner beings.

Lately, I've been looking larger. First at our Sun and all the heightened activity there with sunspots and CMEs (Coronal Mass Emissions). Obviously, something powerful is happening to our Sun which is having a strong effect not only on our earthly weather patterns, but on our physical, mental and emotional bodies.

My feeling is that all this intensity is not caused by our Sun, but that our Sun is also being bombarded with intensity. The next question would be, "Is this intensity part of a natural cycle?" My answer to this would be no, that it's some sort of anomaly or else it's a pattern coming from a heightened frequency. Something which would supersede any established, normal cyclic pattern. Perhaps, the long awaited shift in solar rulership....

Space is not flat and static. It is ever undulating just like an ocean. We are cosmic surfers, directly affected by the ever shifting celestial currents. Space is also full of pockets and folds. Sometimes, whole sectors of space will disappear into a fold and then it will be as if they never existed. Of else, a new pocket will open up and we will be inundated with totally new energies.

Right now, we are in a phase where there is a massive realignment taking place in the cosmos. This repositioning is causing huge ripples in the fabric of time and space. Some of these ripples are of tsunami proportions. It's these cosmic tsunamis which are affecting our Sun and solar system so drastically. And then they ripple outwards to us....

This is all directly connected with our journey through the Doorway of the 11:11. We are now in a phase where the gap between duality and Oneness is growing to the proportions of a chasm. Our two worlds are becoming ever more invisible to one another.

Although there are always numerous realities coexisting simultaneously on this planet, right now humanity is being magnetized into choosing between duality and Oneness. This is one of the reasons why world situations based on fear, such as wars, terrorism and strange diseases, are exerting such a strong pull. They are attempting to magnetize us into living in a state of fear and separation.

Yet, huge numbers of us are refusing to get pulled into the rampant illusions being shoved at us. We are anchoring our beings in Oneness and staying in a state of One Heartedness and compassion. For those of us who are doing this, we are creating a new world right in the midst of the decaying, fear-based reality. This is a new world in which we can experience an entirely different set of circumstances than those living in fear. And as long as we live in the Greater Reality of Oneness, whatever we do will succeed.

The entire month of July, and August too, will be full of nonstop activity, immense pressure and endless challenges. Yet, there will be a feeling of appropriateness to what is occurring. We will receive help when we least expect it. And there will be some huge breakthroughs, quantum leaps, as we break on through to the other side!


Copyright Solara 2003
All Rights Reserved


We can choose to let go of fear and replace it with Oneness.
Fear is an excretion of duality and separation. When we consciously inhabit our One Being, we are living in the Greater Reality where fear cannot exist.

We don't need to compromise our Integrity.
Our integrity is one of the foundation stones of our beings. If it's full of holes or cracks, then everything which is built on top of it is flawed. It's essential that we continue to strengthen and refine our integrity.

Don't Take Things Personally!
Please remember that many of us are experiencing similar things. It's not just happening to you. These are undeniably strange times. We must all constantly LOOK LARGER and see what is really going on.

Dive Deep & Discover Who You Are:
This is the time to get back in touch with our real Selves. To ask ourselves many questions such as, "Who am I?", "What makes me happy?" "What work do I really want to be doing?" & "How can I create the kind of life that I really want?"

Let Go & Become Freer:
Let go of all unnecessary activities, friendships and clutter. Strip everything down to what really resonates with your Core Being. Each time that we release something which has become weighty, we become lighter and freer.

Stay Positive By Remembering WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON:
We don't need to fear change. Yes, it is powerful and often totally beyond our control. Try to see change as exciting and as a renewal. When our old foundations crumble, it's time to build new ones.

Watch Out For Occasional Sinkholes :
Sinkholes are places where the ground suddenly sinks underneath our feet. Without warning, we find ourselves in a deep pit. When this happens, it's easy to get discouraged and depressed. However, this condition is only temporary. Be like water and keep your love flowing. Soon the sinkhole will fill up and you will be released.

Find Effective Ways To Deal With Stress:
When things get intense around us, it's easy to lose it and become stressed out. It's important that we find ways to deal with stress: Try hot baths, exercise, long walks, meditation, swimming, dancing, massage, gardening, spending the day in bed. Whatever it takes. Just be aware when your stress levels are rising and take immediate action.

Don't Buy Into Duality:
There are no "Good Guys" and "Bad Guys". There are no "Good Countries" & "Bad Countries". There are no "Good Religions" & "Bad Religions". There is only the One!

Continually Look Beyond Outer Appearances:
Nothing is as it appears to be. Step out of any residue of fear or anger and take a good, clear look at what is really happening. Don't take anyone's word on what is happening. Don't blindly follow authority figures. Figure it out for yourself from a place of vastness and all encompassing Love.

Strengthen Your Compassion:
There is simply not enough compassion on the Earth at this time. Many of us are feeling assaulted by the energies of anger and fear. It's a challenging time with duality running amok. This is exactly when compassion is most needed. Consciously become an embodiment of compassion. Be like the Sun which has no personal favorites and extend your compassion to all things equally.

Rerouting Opportunities Abound:
Whenever there are blockages or things don't happen quite as you would like them to, simply understand that things are being rerouted to bring them into alignment with the state of RIGHT TIME, RIGHT PLACE.

When New Doorways Open, Leap!... Then Leap Again:
There is no time to sit and ponder whether we should take these new opportunities which are being presented to us. If it feels right, do it. Leap! And then Leap Again!

Don't Try To Hold On To The Elements Which Are Going Out Of Our Lives:
Many people and situations are going to be leaving our lives. The resonance is shifting dramatically, making this a natural occurrence. Let go gracefully and wish them well.

Emptiness Is Good:
If you feel empty, embrace that feeling. It's a good thing and something which all of us experience when huge chunks of our old ways of being and doing things leaves our lives. This is a pregnant emptiness, a sacred place where we await the birth of the New.

Spend Time Each Day Embodying Your Vastness, Showering The Earth And All Its Inhabitants With Love:

Inhabit Our One Being At All Times:
As we consciously live in our One being, we nourish and strengthen the resonance of Oneness throughout the world.


We are creating the templates for our future now!

Enjoy this wild ride into the New.

Let's fearlessly love with our whole beings!

Be constantly open to the unexpected!

BE REAL, no matter what!

Copyright 2003 by Solara. All Rights Reserved.