SOLARA'S SURF REPORT FOR OCTOBER 2002
We are now being given the opportunity
to give birth to ourselves.
Giving birth to ourselves may not be comfortable
and it may not be always easy,
for we are the one in the throes of the contractions of labor
and we are the one being squished through the confines
of the birth canal. But it will take us where we yearn to be.
And the birth canal is the Activation of Fifth Gate....
we find ourselves in a period of tremendous intensity in which we are
forced to deepen. We are dealing with myriad issues, large & small,
all coming at us simultaneously, all crying out for our immediate attention.
We're back in the tennis match with what feels like hundreds of balls
smashing onto our court. Running here and there, and sometimes simply
collapsing on the court, we try our best to keep the balls afloat.
then, we actually get something completed. The ball is sent racing out
of our court never to return. It's finished. This feels great for the
merest instant, until our attention is again called to the blur of balls
heading our direction.
In the midst
of this incredible intensity, we are accomplishing much, although it
can be difficult to our physical well being. Our endurance is being
severely tested and it's taking its toll on our health.
we have health issues to deal with, there's a deepening going on. Such
a paradox -- being relentlessly busy and thrust so deep in the silence.
are engrossed in the game, it's easy to forget to eat. And as soon as
we get a second's respite, it's easy to sink to the ground and fall
into a deep sleep. So tired are we and so overstretched.
some of you might ask, "Why do you choose to stay in the game?"
"Why don't you just walk away and get a good rest?" But this
doesn't feel like a viable alternative in the present moment. This flurry
of activity is actually leading to something. It's building up to a
breakthrough. We can feel the energy growing stronger, pushing us forward,
beyond our previous limits. Something is coming. We can feel it...
immersion in the struggle to survive in an increasingly uncertain world
has caused many of us to forget who we are. We have pushed our own dreams
and desires aside and forced ourselves to focus on the everyday practical
aspects of life.
this has not been a bad thing. It has actually enhanced our process
of becoming more real. It has helped us integrate our internal polarities
of Spirit and Matter, of Earth and Star. The only problem is that while
undergoing this intense period of cleaning out our old foundations and
finally building new ones, many of us have lost sight of the overview
of our larger journey.
been so engrossed in the task of removing the heavy, old foundation
stones, putting in the new ones, clearing out all our neglected, dark
corners, replacing the very basics such as plumbing and wiring and spending
so much time under ground, getting dirty and worn out, that we have
forgotten why we are doing this and that there is still a luminous structure
to be built upon the foundation.
Now is the
time for us to emerge from our compressed focus on the minor details
of life, shake off the cobwebs and dust, forget about our bruises and
see where we really are. It is time to start focusing on quality of
life and begin creating the kind of lives that we really want to live.
months now, we have been experiencing the closing of old doorways and
the opening of new ones. Each time that something doesn't work or something
is released or that we hit a brick wall in our forward motion, we are
given an opportunity for rerouting.
that we experience a rerouting, our inner circuitry is rewired and recalibrated.
Every time we are rerouted, our path is corrected and sent into a truer
direction. During these reroutings, many elements are released from
us--relationships, activities, beliefs, jobs, ways of doing things,
ways of responding, attitudes, whole segments of perception are dropped.
At the same time, new elements are being rerouted towards us-- drawing
us to people, places, jobs & opportunities which represent our New
And I want
to say here that everything which I write in these monthly Surf Reports
is totally aligned with our journey through the Doorway of the 11:11.
It is all perceived in the context of this map of the Unknown.
the time we are in and the energies we've been experiencing, we need
to look at the last 11:11 Activation, the Activation of the Fourth Gate
which took place on August 11, 1999. The keynote of this Activation
was the Reconfiguring of our Evolutionary Labyrinth. What this meant
is that the walls or boundaries of our potential experiences (probable
realities) were moved around, creating a totally new patterning.
we've discovered that we can't always go in the direction in which we
were used to going. Or if we do, it won't always take us to the expected
destination. We can't do things in the same ways as usual, even though
they might have been quite effective before. We can't even fall into
the same holes and karmic patterns as before, because the labyrinth
itself has been reconfigured. We don't necessarily like the same music,
the same food, the same activities, the same people. We can't even make
the same assumptions that were the cornerstones of our previous belief
Same-Old" is gone. It's like a huge chunk of the iceberg of our
old lives has broken off and drifted out to sea and the remaining piece
is steadily melting away. Some of us joyously welcome these changes
as long overdue and dive into the ocean of uncertainty, while others
find it extremely unsettling. And there is no way to refreeze our icebergs
and make them solid again. The old world is gone. The old ways of doing
things are gone. The old ways of being are gone.
now is to rediscover ourselves. To find out who we have now become.
To start looking at our lives with fresh eyes and unjaded perceptions.
To step out of the confinement of our basements into the sunlight. To
see that it is now the dawn of a Brand New Day. And in this Brand New
Day, we can emerge as new beings. We can step free of our old limitations.
We can shift our focus. We can expand our hearts. We can Live Large.
We can become artists who create shining new lives that finally reflect
who we have now become.
19th will be the Activation of the 5th Gate of the 11:11. This is the
Gate of Personal Freedom. It signals our emergence from our self imposed
limitations and beliefs. The significance of this is immense and practically
inconceivable. It will be like a huge Green Light to go forward in new
Gate will unleash a new surge of positive energy which will propel us
forward. This is of critical importance at this time. Especially as
the world situation becomes more enmeshed in duality, more pinched and
separated. This is when we can either get sucked back into duality or
we can propel ourselves through the birth canal in a new way of being
in the Greater Reality.
only be a handful of us participating in this Activation compared to
the original 11:11 Activation in 1992, but we will be like a needle
which pierces the fabric. As we go through the fabric, the thread will
be pulled through with us, woven ever deeper into the Greater Reality.
This thread will actually loosen some of the smaller, tighter threads
which have kept us bound and small and you will feel it.
is a month of intense activity, of completion of the old, of coming
together as One and with our focused intent creating a laser beam of
purest light, of penetration, of breaking through, of propulsion into
By the end
of the month, we will definitely know that there has been a huge shift.
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