THE NVISBLE: Solara's September 2008 Surf Report

SOLARA'S SURF REPORT FOR SEPTEMBER 2008

THE PERFECT STORM

August was a month of absolute extremes. We continually swung back and forth between many opposite poles. Either we were constantly hungry or we totally lost our appetite. We were freezing and sneezing or pouring with sweat. (Sometimes both at the same time.) We were happy on the outside, while crying on the inside. Sometimes we felt devastated on the outside, while calm and happy on the inside. We were full of energy to get things done or falling into deep trance-like sleeps. We were totally emotionless or a profusion of emotions spilled to the surface with floods of tears. (And often without any obvious reason.) Even our physical weather demonstrated these extreme polarities, giving us weather that changed every five minutes, as well as floods, droughts, hurricanes and earthquakes. August was full of super Choppy Surf and gigantic waves. Throughout the month, very little stayed balanced in the median; almost everything swung back and forth between opposite extremes.

This reminds me so much of the third Pirates of the Caribbean film, "At World's End". This was a surprisingly brilliant movie which shows us exactly what is happening right now. After they've gone to the end of the world and rescued Johnny Depp, they read their spinning circular map which tells them that Up is Down and Down is Up. So they run from side to side on the decks of the ship, (going from one extreme to the next), until the ships sways strongly enough for it to flip over. This flipping over brings them right-side-up and pops them through a portal. It is a key component of turning the Labyrinth inside out. This is exactly what we are doing! And this is why we are experiencing such dramatic extremes in our lives.

GETTING FLATTENED

What's amazing is that while we're doing this dance between opposite poles and while our emotions are getting yanked around like yo-yos, is that somehow, in the core of our beings, we are remaining calm and centered. This is happening even when we are totally flattened.

We are getting flattened frequently these days. Flattening can be caused by the general intensity of the prevailing energy, by shocking events in our personal lives, by the grim world situation, by feeling overwhelmed, by getting knocked over by a tsunami or by the powerful pull of Far Distant Worlds. Flattening means just what it sounds like. We are walking along in our every day life doing fine.... then suddenly we are flat on the ground, unable to move. We feel as if we've just been run over by a steamroller. And sometimes, the flattening is so intense that we are completely null zoned.

Whenever we are flattened, we don't have the option of jumping up from our prone position and leaping back into whatever we were doing before the flattening took place. Where we were before is gone. It's over. It's a waste of time to even try to look for it. It no longer exists. All we can do is lie on the ground for awhile, stunned to our core and be absolutely still. It's really not a pleasant sensation.

However, flattening is not a bad thing. It doesn't make us victims. Instead, it serves several very real purposes. It forcibly stops all outer activities so our internal codings can be activated and it helps us integrate the massive changes we are undergoing. Even though flattening squashes all the air out of us and stops us in our tracks, it's just what we most need. When we finally pick ourselves up, we are totally realigned and full of renewed strength and ultra clarity. We've received an infusion of much needed, new information. We've just undergone a necessary course correction. We've just let go of something that needed to be released from our personal matrix as well as the planetary matrix.

Fortunately, the state of being flattened or null zoned doesn't last for long like it used to. It no longer lasts for days at a time. There will always be a moment when the fog dissolves and the energy lifts. That's exactly when we must rise up with our new ultra clarity and leap into action. As soon as we see the window in the mist, we must leap through the new opening.

On a personal level, I just experienced a major flattening and null zoning a few days ago when Annu and her daughter were refused re-entry into the US. It was a huge shock for all of us. On the surface, it was a massive setback. And yet, we both know to look far beyond all outer appearances and see what is really happening. Even though I was totally flattened and am still recovering, it served as a huge wake-up call for me. I felt as if a bucket of ice cold water had been thrown in my face. This is an irrevocable sign that we must move right away and I am doing my utmost to ensure that this happens. I have now jumped into high gear and am getting up each morning at 6:00 and leaping into action, doing as much as I possibly can throughout the day.

Nothing is negative anymore. (Not that it ever was; this is just another illusion of duality.) Everything "bad" that happens, every "mistake" we make, contains a brilliant and much needed lesson within it, like a golden seed hidden within a foul tasting fruit. Once we get the message and integrate the lesson, we can move forward with giant strides. This is one of the ways that we step free of duality.

Another way that we do this is to realize that there are many areas that we no longer need to delve into. One example is past life residue. Another is unpleasant experiences from this lifetime. We don't need to rehash the old stories, untie the old knots or endlessly repeat the same patterns. When they come up, all we have to do is to look at them with a vastly expanded perception, from the vantage point of who we are now and who we really are. Then they become unreal and untrue. We are free.

During this time, many of us are meeting people who still carry past life residue from a lifetime we once shared. Since we are in the Time of Completion, the final days of Atlantis are especially highlighted. When we encounter these people, they often have a rather defensive attitude towards us. We can diffuse this and take things to a new level by responding to them in a totally new way --- with love, understanding, compassion, realness and reassurance; thus giving them an opportunity to walk away from the past and be free. For the same reason, we are also reconnecting with people from earlier in this present lifetime whom we haven't seen for a long time.

Layers upon layers of snags and knots in the matrix are being cleared out. They have to be cleared before we can fully birth the New Matrix. This is happening every day, especially when we are flattened. Each time that we come up with a new response or do something in a new way, we are clearing out the matrix.