April is not easy to describe because there are so many things happening on myriad personal and planetary levels. We are in the midst of unprecedented completions and massive new beginnings. We are shedding lifetimes of old skins. We are being influenced by extremely different reality systems until we completely pull out of duality and anchor ourselves in the Ultra Greater Reality. The collective turmoil that is occurring all over the world is strongly affecting us by creating extremely Choppy Surf. The air around us is so full of the swirling currents of chaos and rebirth that it can be quite a challenge to remain grounded and clear.
Some people are grieving or feel Null Zoned that our journey through the 11:11 Doorway is over. This grief will be instantly gone as soon as they realize that the most important part of this magnificent journey has just begun. Some are feeling insecure and scared because they don't see the hoped for evolutionary changes that we've long been working for. Instead, they only see the violence and corruption that is rising to the surface all over the world. This makes them feel as if they don't know which way to turn. This is causing some to turn back to old belief systems, while others are simply confused or in a state of shock.
We are all having many different types of experiences right now. We aren't all experiencing the same things at the same time. Some are riding the creative surge with much enthusiasm and excitement while birthing the New. "Bring it on!" they shout, with wide open arms. At the same time, many of us are experiencing a full gamut of emotions that change moment by moment. Some of these emotions belong to us, while many of them belong to the planetary collective. All the while, the intensity is increasing, the stress levels are rising and huge Tsunamis of Change continue to crash upon the shores of our lives.
April begins with many situations and elements in our lives ON THE LINE. We have reached a major Crossroads. Crossroads always present us with a Choice. Which way do we go? Some major decisions will be made this month. We need to make these decisions with eyes wide open while listening to our Heart's Knowingness. These decisions are life changing, so we don't want to fall into default decisions or unconsciously create circumstances that prevent us from following through with our decisions.
These decisions have to be made by us from a totally new level of perception. This is difficult to explain, but I will try with examples from my own life. In the past, if things didn't work out easily, we would either try to forcibly push things through or decide that this wasn't the path for us. If there were too many obstacles blocking our way, we looked for a new direction that didn't have hindrances. Using the criteria of wanting an easy, open path and the successful fulfillment of our plans worked well for us until recently, but it doesn't seem to be what is happening now. Also, forcing things to happen is no longer effective.
When I moved to Peru in November 2010, I unquestionably knew that this was the right place for me. Yet as soon as I arrived in Lima, I immediately got sick. Five days later, I went to the Sacred Valley and stayed in a hostal that a friend had recommended which had terrible energy and was enclosed by tall, prison-like walls. I was too sick to go to the nearby town to find a restaurant and there was none at the hostal. After several days, I moved to a nice hotel where I could get healthy again. It wasn't a good entry into my new life in Peru, yet the feeling of being in my right place persisted.
My plan had been to buy a house as soon as possible, get my Peruvian residency and have my container of worldly treasures and practical household goods shipped to me within a few months. Two and a half years later, none of this has happened. Real estate prices are constantly rising in the Sacred Valley, making it very challenging to find something good to buy. My possessions are still in storage in Hawaii. We are still trying to form a business and get our residency, but everything is taking much longer than we thought.
In the past, if I had heard this story from someone else, I would surely have asked them if they were positive that they were in their right place. But I absolutely know that I am in my right place. This situation has made me look at things from an entirely new level.
Some of our new situations, (and this is true of relationships as well), have a stunning rightness on a deep, deep Heart's Knowingness level. But on the normal outward levels, things don't totally fit together as we think that they should. Before, we would look for another direction if things didn't work out, but now the resonance of TRUTH in our Heart's Knowingness is so strong that we know we can't consider leaving, because we are in our absolute right place (or right relationship).
I have spent much time wondering why this is happening in this manner. I feel that it is removing us completely from the old ways of doing things. It is shattering any of our remaining expectations of how things should be. And it is pulling away our artificial pillars of support, forcing us to rely on our inner knowingness, rather than on outer events and signs. It is stripping off any remaining layers of superficiality and untrueness. It is teaching us the New Navigation by moving us into a new pace, rhythm and timing. It requires us to throw away our old criteria and judgements so that we can be fully accepting of the HERE and NOW. We are learning that it's OK to have plans and goals, but that it's also OK when they don't happen as we think that they should. And it shows us how to fully ACCEPT where we are and what we do have with deepest gratitude. All of this makes us more Real, True and Free than before.
So if your Heart's Knowingness calls you forward like a bell of Truth, even if the path ahead of you resembles more of a rocky labyrinth than a smooth express highway, don't despair. It really doesn't matter if the path is rocky or clear, if we are in our right position. We are just happy to be here. Don't give up and run for the nearest escape (unless that would make you really happy.). Listen to the call of your Heart of Hearts and don't get frustrated or disheartened. Accept all the circumstances of your life with Love and Gratitude, knowing that ALL IS WELL. Acknowledge the blessings you do have right now in this moment, be grateful for them, then use them as your building blocks for something greater. This is an important part of the process of closing up our old worlds.
All of what we've been experiencing has given us a new seriousness. Our beings are being sharpened to a fine point of Trueness, honesty and seriousness of purpose. Even our love feels more serious, deeper, more real and way less superficial. We feel more comfortable and more at ease with openly being a True One.
The importance of honesty in all our dealings with our self and others is strongly emphasized this month. Integrity of being is absolutely essential right now. Some people are smart, loving and kind, but don't have integrity of being.
A few weeks ago there was a protest march in Maui, Hawaii to stop the use of Monsanto created GMO foods. The 1000 or so demonstrators marched with enthusiasm through pouring rain. The protest was scheduled to end in front of the Whole Foods Market which has been selling non-organic GMO foods in a very dishonest manner. All went well until the marchers arrived at the final destination of the protest. That was when they realized that they were now hungry. Although they weren't allowed inside the store until they put down their signs and turned their T shirts with anti-Monsanto GMO slogans inside out, around 200 of the protesters went inside the Whole Foods Market that they were demonstrating against and bought something to eat. Ironically, the store made lots of money from the demonstration against it. Good intentions need solid follow through....
All month long, the pressure and intensity are building up. We're likely to be thrown all sorts of personal challenges coming from unexpected directions. We've all had lifetimes of training so most of us will surf
Throughout April, but especially during the final two weeks, the 'A Mu'a Reloaded is going to bring us a whirlwind of new information, new opportunities, new connections, significant breakthroughs and new understandings about what we are here to do. We are ready for this. Each manifestation of 'A Mu'a will lead to a series of blossomings and breakthroughs. Our New Directions are finally opening up for us. We shall be grounded in the knowingness that we are in RIGHT TIME - RIGHT PLACE. And this makes us very happy.
With TRUE HEART LOVE,
With deepest Gratitude and Love for the inspiration and insights of:
Amara, Ananara, Andrew, Ann, Antares, Carolyn, Denise, Emanáku, Henriette, Indigo, Inger,
Jussara, Karaam, Keenuane, Malcolm, Maria, Merrilyn, Michael, Nicholas, Nion, Path, Petra, Theresa, Thomas